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I wish I could tell you the intensity of the pain in my leg. I can’t sleep, and I’m pretty much crippled at this point. I can’t move the leg in anyway without agonizing pain horizon.

I’m not sure why the Cancer diagnosis and treatment system is set up so that I need to suffer like this, until I get a specific diagnosis of cancer. Especially when they make my visits 15 days apart. It just makes no sense to me.

I know my personal doctor doing the best that she can within the constraints of the system, and I appreciate it very much; she is the best!. Here is waht we are dealing with for example: I have another biopsy on Aug. 19th and they scheduled my meeting with the Oncologist for September 3rd. To me, that makes no sense to leave 15 days between the biopsy and the meeting with the Oncologist. The cancer will only continue to grow.

I need the cancer treatment to begin as quickly as possible, not 2 weeks after the lung Biopsy. Can we request to schedule a meeting with the Oncologist four or five days after I get my second biopsy?

I am totally burnt out: getting 15–20 minutes (a day) out of sheer exhaustion. In addition to this, I now have an itch that runs about a foot wide and about 3 ft long below my navel. That means I’m dealing at all times with incredible itching at the same time that I’m dealing with leg pain; imagine what that must feel like. Now, I’m beginning to get light stabbing pains in my abdomen. Pure torture.